A sailboat

So many times a day I find myself wishing I was smarter, prettier, nicer, funnier... and  so often I wish I could get away from all the haters, the people who tell me im not good enough, the ones who tear me apart before I've even finished being built up...
This is where id like to introduce my imaginary sailboat which is probably one of the reasons I've survived life so far.. basically I just zone out and go to my alternate universe where nothing ever goes wrong. I wish real life was like that... but its not and that's the sad thing about life; you cant escape it, even if you try.
I guess in a way the sailboat is a symbolism for how im going to achieve my dreams and sail away from the safe harbour, how im going to take risks and face the storms of life head on.. because that's what I am.. a fighter.

 

xoxox lavinia