mondayitis

i realized a lot of things today. like the fact that there's no point in crushing on that guy in the year above cos he'll never accept you. and that those girls who you think are so cool aren't actually because all they do is complain and gossip and kill peoples dreams. and even when you feel like your having the worst day ever.. it can get worst. and that NOBODY CARES about the fact that you have the worst headache ever and that you feel like someone kicked you in the head, they don't care, never have and tbh they probably never will, to them your just that invisible thing that sticks to the bottom of their shoe.. like ew, and when he greets you by saying ew, he actually means it literally, its not an inside joke, its the sad truth... and when you realize that your behind in all your class' and all you want to do is run away because you have to write three essays by lunchtime tomorrow and just thinking about it gives you an even worse headache and before you know it the bell rings and your saved... for the next seventeen hours at least until you rock up on the bus and have to start it all over again.. all i can say is good luck.

and that mountains of books is your homework that was due two weeks ago..

xoxox lavinia