contemplations, realizations, and wishs

So the other day i was sitting in Rm 3 contemplating the recent events of the week and realized that this time next year it'll all be pretty much over...
the petty little dramas,
the endless classes,
the waiting,
the watching.
i read somewhere that over 90% of the people you meet in high school you'll never see again,
i don't want it to be that way...
i honestly love our little lunch time group so much..
i don't want it to end..
like it'll be weird waking up each day knowing im not going to see you all,
that were not going to have another fun day Monday,
ill never make up a reason for all the bibles in math class,
ill never sass the teachers again..

i love this all so much.... i dont want it to end...

its something that as kids we wished would happen quickly,
now i just want it to slow down..
maybe peter pan was right when he said that growing up is a trap..

why cant it slow down??